Current Mood : *Having so much fun ...*

Nan had finished with every single final exams Nan had today ..
So Nan thinks it's her time to celebrate for her happiness,,
which Nan thinks it's kind of too late ...
since everyone except her AP Macro buddies had enjoyed their days off yesterday ...

Nevermind ... I'm too lazy to write as the third person's viewpoint ..
I have a feeling of blankness in every exam papers I took ..
Useless final exams ... I don't get the reasons why final exams are still existed nowadays ..
8 papers drove me crazy; especially on the day with 3 papers in a row ..
Let's forget about final exams ..

It's time to celebrate "CHRISTMAS" ...
Yeah ... Finally, 6 more days until "CHRISTMAS" ...
Nan's CHRISTMAS WISH to Mr. SANTA:
          "Dear Mr.Santa, all I need for this Christmas is PURIN ... (the end)"
Okay,, I change my mind ...
          "Dear Mr.Santa, all I need for this Christmas is GOOD GRADE ... (the end)"

All I wrote up there is just a crap ,, non-sense stuff due to the BLACK TUESDAY ...
BLACK TUESDAY (for me) -- flunk in AP MACRO exam,, tat immature kid's incident,and etc.
Just another bad day .. Just another unlucky day ...
Just another stupid day .. Just another crap day ...

I was going to update about my b-day .. (which was like a month ago ..)
To everyone: Thank you for remembering my b-day ,, every single phonecalls and messages,, they all touched my heart ...
To Bell, Erk, and Euy: Thank you for your birthday messages ... They were the best wishes!
To Mint: Thank you for your awesome BLUEBERRY CHEESEPIE ,, CHOCOLATE CAKE, and etc. They were super delicious!
To Nat: Thank you for your sweater .. I was in the mood of wanting new sweater so much! Even thought it's quite small,, but I'm going to go on diet to wear this sweater hai dai ...
To Paris: Thank you for that Cinnamoroll calender holder .. You always say you hate Cinnamoroll, but I always see you buying Cinnamoroll for me everytime lei wa ...
To Sheana: Thank you for the red bag,, it's so hawt tat even my mum really loves it .. i always use it every weekends ,, this bag is like the reminder of you ..
To Betty: Thank you for the converse bag! I will use at school lah when the school resumes!
To Taro: Thank you for the big Cinnamoroll head .. Next time, I prefer the not handicapped CINNAMOROLL .. i want the head and the body, attaching together .. *HEHE*
To Daniel: Thank you for an awesome birthday card .. My brother, your words will always be in my heart ...
To P'Code and P'Ritz: Thank you for cute birthday presents! They were all funny and stupid stuffs *HAHA* ...
To Mariko: Thank you for a cup,, I am using it right now!
To P'Mai: Thank you for the cute little bear .. It's so cute like you na,, ma sis ..
To P'Tan: Tan Tan Tan ... I love your mobile hanger .. Thank you na ka ..
To Pink: Pink-a-boo! Thank you for the mobile hanger too .. I am using it right now *lol*

Happy Belated Birthday to these people : Parisa (NOV.13) and SHEANA (DEC.1)
Wish you guys good luck in everything; especially <3 life and study ...
Wish you always be the best in everything!
and always remember ... I always love you guys so much!

*Paris*

*Sheana*

I went to Sheana's birthday party at James' Korean restaurant ..
So full,, super full,, all I ate was 2 bowls of rice and kimchi ...
Poor Nan,, she doesn't know how to eat other things else ...

*(left-over) Korean food*

*Betty with Mundu (James's little dog)*

  *Betty (acting cute) with Mundu*

*Justin with Mundu*

*Ya-Hsin and Me*

At least, Parisa and I shared the same birthday party ..
The only guest was EUY ...
It's quite frickkin' funny because I had done so many stupid stuffs ...
Thanks to you guys that make me feel so high on tat day ..

*Nan,Euy and Paris*

*Nan and Euy*

*Nan (very high) and Euy (also high)*

On Friday the 5th, I went to Siriraj Hospital with my mum ...
Okay,, the best thing was I get to see the fireworks from the room that my mum stayed ...
Oh,, the worst part was I did not get to finish reading for my MICRO exam ...

*Wat Prakaew*

*Wat Prakaew (closer view)*

I went to watch the band practice last last Friday evening
... and went to watch the band concert on last Monday ..
I decide to join band next semester,,
well .. i can't take my words back,, rite?
wateva .. what already happens,, let it be just a memory ..
I had so much fun during band practice
since everyone made me feel like a warm family ...
... Thank you to P'Natee, P'Supatra, P'Prae, Mint, Jiras, Poom ...
... Special thank you my little brother and his family ...
for his ride from home to school, and etc.

*Me and Supatra*

*Me and Supatra*

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance ...
Hope we all will find our own SANTA ...
.. that will always help us in everything ..

["Once she's got you in her sight ... You're the one she's after"]

Current Mood : *Heartbreak and Heartache*

I don't know what really inspires me to update my xanga. But, all I know is it would be the worst inspiration that drive me to write this stuff. Right now, my life is such in an awful condition. I'm on my mid-term break vacation, which kind of make me feel happy. However, I don't feel good at all.

I admit I don't want to go to school. I admit I don't want to go to hand in tons of  homeworks. I don't want to go back to take tons of tests. I don't want to go back to see someone over there. I don't want to go back to be Varsity Boys Soccer manager.I don't want to go back seriously. I wish my school life would end so soon that I don't have to go back to see him.

I'm quite a bit disappoint about people,who consider themselves as good friends. How do people really consider themselves as good friends? How do people really consider themselves as best friends? All I know is people should not lie to each other, or even betray each other. When people begin to lie, the good-relationship and good-feeling had already from the beginning. 

Is it too late to confess something? Well, it's not! However, it is good to confess something earlier. It won't hurt as much as when people confess later. The sooner people realize the truth, the less people would get hurt from. When is a good time to confess something? It's up to people, but in this case, just confess when we first meet each other. Don't pretend that you do not even like him. I mean don't pretend that you hate him. Just admit that he is cute. Just admit that he is nice. Don't try to make him look bad in front of other people. Don't make yourself look like you are an angel.

It takes me 8 months to like you so much, and also it will probably take me a long time to stop liking you. You told her that you always know that I like you. Why do you choose her? Why don't you choose me? You are too good to be true. I'm not worth for you. I should have listen to everyone around me. But then, it was too late when I realized about it.

I will always remember you as one of the best people I ever known. I will always wish you good luck in everything. I will always wish you to get along well with your girlfriend.

Au Revoir ...

เมื่อเธอเลือกอยู่กับเขา ตัวฉันคุกเข่าสั่นไหว ใจนักเลงถึงปวดร้าวเจียนตาย ปล่อยเธอไปตามใจเธอต้องการ จะยอมให้สั่งและตัดสิน ว่าฉันต้องถูกทอดทิ้ง เรานั้นมันไม่อาจฝืนความจริง ได้แต่ยิ้มอวยพรให้ไปดี ให้เธอได้กับเขา และจงโชคดี อย่ามีอะไรให้เสียใจ ส่วนตัวฉันจะลืม ว่าเคยร้องไห้ ลืมว่าเคยต้องเป็นใคร ที่เธอไม่เอา Miss List:

*Keziah and Me*

*Nan and Best*

*Sheana and Nan*

*Nan and P'Tan*

*Parisa*

*Nan and J'Mint*

*Nan and Tony Chung*

*Nan and Oppa Wook*

*P'Om and Nan*

*Nan and Betty*

*Nan, Nat & Pook*

 ["It's not that i'm tryin to forget you.. coz i know that i won't be able to anyway..."]

*[-NaN-]*

Current Mood : *Simple and Perfect*

S-U-M-M-E-R is over so soon ... I hate that fact so much since I still enjoy ma summer break and don't want it to end so fast like this ...*SIGH SIGH*

Wanna go bak to learn in PRINCETON REVIEW .. I miss ma COLLEGE APPLICATION and SAT INTENSIVE COURSE so much ... At first, I thought that they would just make ma life suck, but actually they turned ma life to be so much fun ... A lot of thanks to HAM, PON, MEK, OIL, PETER, NICS, and GAM for such a wonderful 3 weeks together ... I <3 you guyz so much even though we might not be able to see each other again ... As for HAM, NICS, and MEK: Good luck on SAT test on this OCTOBER ... Hope you can do the best as you can ^-----^ Get a high score and get in good universities ... NICS: FUTURE-WHARTON gurl~ I know you can do it to University of Pennsylvania na~ MEK: FUTURE-BBA CHULA boy~ You must get into Chula na and so you can be ma good senpai ^------^ Can't wait to see you there laew~ PON and GAM: Good luck in your juniors year ^ ^* We will survive this year .. We promise each other gun laew na !! Good luck in your SAT test on next Spring break .. *HEHE* Last thanks go to Mr. Richard, Mr. Michael, and Miss Christina .. that make us to be a SADISTIC family ... You guyz are perfect teachers even though you gave us tons of homeworks ...

*Miss Christina, Nics, and Nan*

*Miss Christina and Nan*

*Nics and Nan*

*Nan and Nics*

*Nan and Gam*

*Nan and Pon*

*Ham and Nan*

*Mek and Nan*

*Nan and Mr.Richard*

*Nan and Mr.Michael*

*SADISTIC Family Tree*

Went to Siam Paragon on last Tuesday ... It was really fun and nice to see Nics, Pon, Mek, Boom and P over there ^ ^* Went to eat Ootaya for lunch .. Went shopping with Nics and Pon .. Went to tek foto sticker with Nics, Mek and Boom .. Went to hang out wid Mek, Boom and P. Such a happy day ^ ^*

*Nics, Nan, Mek and Boom*

Went to register at school yesterday ... Just found out that I have no freeblock next year .. So I guess I will drop Issues and then will take it during next summer break so I will have at least 90 min. freeblock .. *HEHE* Here's ma schedule .. if anyone get the same as me .. Please tell me na >......<*

Day 1

Block 1: AP MACRO [Mr. Wash], Block 2: AP MICRO [Mr.Wash] , Block 3 and 4: IB MATH SL [Mr.Meijers?], Block 6 and 7: IB Japanese Ab initio [Ms. Megumi], Block 8 and 9: IB History SL [Mr. Huebner]

Day 2

Block 1 and 2: AP MACRO [Mr. Wash], Block 3 and 4: AP MICRO [Mr. Wash], Block 6 and 7: English 11 [Mr. Simon], Block 8 and 9: Thai Music 2 [Kru Moo]

6 more days til' the first day of school .. Can't wait to get to see everyone especially all my bestfriends .. But, I still miss Kumo so much .. Also can't wait til' OCT.14 to see him again at RIS ... >.......<~

["You don't realize how much I love you ..."]

Current Mood : *Random*

*SIGH SIGH* Just noticed that I didn't update for at least 3 months ... So many things happened these 3 months that shut me off from everything >.....<~ Since it's really a long story, I will just summarize ...

1. My beloved grandma passed away on the end of May ... The funeral held for a week, but I reallu had a feeling that it was the longest week I ever had ... Everyone cried a lot; especially me .. I felt that I never did something good for my grandma .. I still feel really bad right now T^T" Just want to tell her that may she rest in peace because she had nothing to worry about anymore ...

2. After my grandma's funeral, I went to watch the firework for celebrating the King ... I was waiting for 4 hours on the bridge, and there were tons of people there ... It was really tired, but still was worth to watch it .. However, 2 nights later, I woke up in the morning and found out that I cannot walk anymore ... I was really scared, but ma mum didn't take me to see the doctor yet ... Next day, I got better [means that I can walk a little bit]

3. 2 days later, I went to Ramkamhaeng University with my  cousin .. Walking/Gliding for the whole day .. I came back that night and slept .. Found out that I cannot move maself next morning .. Couldn't move any lower parts of ma body .. Ma mum sent me to the hospital and got 2 injections from the doctor ...

4. The doctor said that I need to rest for a  few days in the hospital... First 3 days, I was not able to move out from the bed ... The fourth day in the hospital, I was forced to go to the Physical Therapy section and started to do Physical Therapy .. I think it was really fun to it ... I continued to do it everyday until the last day in the hospital. which was the tenth day ..

5. I just wanna say thank you to all my bestfriends that encourage me throughout this hard time ... Thank you to all the messages .. all the fonecalls .. all the visits .. I really feel so happy .. Thank you to Pla, Tanop, Run [that Tanop forced to], Erk, Bell and Tarn that come to visit me .. I feel so happy and super happy ... I wanna say thank you to Parisa, Sheana, Betty, Euy, ma brother, P'Om and Pla that called me ... You guys made me feel that I'm no longer lonely ... Thank you to all msg that you guyz send me ... Nat, P'Mai, Mei, Daniel, Erk, Bell, and Eri .. ^ ^ Thank you Mint dua ^^~

6. Talk about Princeton Review, Monday was my first day at that place .. .I feel so tired >.....<~ 2 courses in one day ... Wait til' next week ... 3 courses in one day .. I feel like I might get into Zombie T^T *SIGH SIGH* Life is really unfair ...

7. Went to watch Pirates of Carib last week .. I feel that this movie is really good >< especially Orlando Bloom *HEHE* Wanna say big thank you to Betty, Daniel and Hiro H. ^^~ You guyz made me so happy .. It was such a lovely day ... At the movie and the restaurant ^ ^* The Japanese talks .. The new tomato rice wid coke .. They were really funny ^ ^

8. I really miss ma bestfriends and almost 1/3 of them are outside the country like Parisa, Sheana and Betty >.....<~ I feel like missing talking to you guyz a lot ... To the rest of us [Bell, Erk, Euy, Mint,Nat, Nut] ... Miz you guyz a lot T^T"

9. Happy belated Birthday to all these people : Euy [July 13], Betty [June 28], Nat [May 22], Hirun [May 16], Nut [May 14]. Sun [May 11], Tanop [May 9] and May [May 8] .. Wish you guyz good luck in everything especially <3 life and study ... For <3 life, I hope that you will find the right person .. the one that is kind with you .. the one that really loves you .. the one that will never leave you even though how far you guyz are .. For study, I wish that you guyz will get  3.8 and upper for GPA ... For health, hope that you will always stay fit and strong na ..

10. Arashi will come to Thailand .. Yipppee~ After 3 years that I keep on dreaming about them, I will finally see the real one >.....<~ The date was set on Saturday, October 7 .. So I have a date with this 167 cm. guy on that day >....<~ Ninomiya Kazunari .. I can't wait to see him laew ^ ^* *HAPPY* Oh ^ ^ Happy belated Birthday to Ninomiya Kazunari >....<~ on June 17 ...

Random Pichos :

*Bell, Parisa, Mint, Nan, Erk, Euy, and Nat*

*Mint, Euy, Nat, Erk, Bell, Nan and Parisa*

*Parisa, Euy, Nan, Bell, Erk, Mint and Nat*

*Euy, Mint,Bell, Parisa, Erk, Nat, and Nan*

*Nan, Parisa, Bell, Erk, Euy, Mint and Nat*

*Euy, Nan, Parisa, Bell, Erk, Nat, and Mint*

*Euy, Nan, Nat, Erk, Parisa, Bell, and Mint*

*Euy, Nan, Nat, Parisa, Erk, Bell, and Mint*

*Nat, Nan, Erk, Bell, Parisa, Mint, Euy*

*Euy, Mint, Bell, Parisa, Erk, Nat, and Nan*

*Nikita and Me*

*Me and Jerd*

*Janice and Me*

*Me and P'Aom*

*Me and Sheana*

*Parisa and Me*

["I know you don't love me so why am I even trying ..."]